8-26Are we ever getting out of here? Nicholas sounds so congested and it's stressful waiting for his 4am lab results to come in but after 5 long days with his ANC at 0, he's finally at 100 today. Of course I was hoping for 300 or 400 so we could leave but he's just recovering slower from this cold he caught.

Dear God,

Please do not mistake my complaining for not being completely thankful that we are finally seeing a rise in his ANC because I am so very grateful. I just can't handle another night here at the hospital. So please no more fevers and bring that ANC to at least 300 so we can leave tomorrow.