I dropped my boys off at the airport and the little man was so tired I came straight home for him to nap. Nick's best friend Johnny, (Dad of Kendal L from friends we follow) called to give us an update. I just cried, I just hate cancer. This beautiful 16 year old has been battling this monster so fiercely. It's so hard to watch her have to endure such horrible pain. Then I sit here online and read about Lyssie, she's losing her ability to walk and she's deteriorating before their eyes. Cindy, (her Momma ) I just break for her .... today lots of tears ... and I am anxious over going back to St. Jude for scans and tests. Today has just been a tough day for me. Please pray for Kendal and Lyssie.