Happy Halloween! We didn't do much - we did have plans but decided to nap together and be lazy all day. We played and took a few walks outside today - the weather was beautiful. I miss Christian, we always crave pumpkins together - that's our thing that we do and I always make pumpkin seeds and we bake and decorate cupcakes for his whole class together ... I am so sad I missed all that with him this year. But again I will make any sacrifice I have to for our boy, my Nickybear ... do you have any idea just how much I love you ? I could never fully put it into words and I will always be whispering it to you all day long while kissing your precious face!

Also, Thank you Auntie Nicole for the Trick or Treat Shirt - it fits and its too cute!

Oh and I almost forgot - Nicholas actually drank out of a bottle tonight --- first time since PICU on May 23, 2010 .... everything happens in God's perfect timing .... thank you God!