Starting day 8 and day 9 of chemo cycle tomorrow so we go inpatient tonight. I feel so sad today. I miss home. I miss my puppy. I miss normal. I miss my church.
Today marks one month since God administered the hands of Christ through Dr. Holly Gilmer and removed the tumor from my babies head. Glory be to God for that miracle – and all glory to God for bringing us this far.
Today was the 1st dressing change without nurses assisting me. Nick helped me with it and what a long process it is. It amazes me how quickly educated you get into a totally different lifestyle. I never imagined anything like this.

Dear God,
Grant me the strength to keep going – to keep looking forward with my head up – today was as really sad day for me and I need you more than I ever have …