We were suppose to have Baby Nicholas' simulation CT scan today but the proton machine is down and so we can not do it today. We still kept our appointment so we could sign paperwork and see the place and get everything ready regardless. Dr. Marcus met with me and told me that Nicholas' hearing and hormones will not be effected. I asked if he needed to see the simulation before telling me that and he said no. So wow am I relieved about this!!!

Getting settled in to Jacksonville now and it is a city of BRIDGES ... well I hate bridges and really - I can't stand them. I can't believe I have to drive over them daily! I am not liking this AT ALL! Guess God has me facing more fears even here .... I get the chills every time I have to drive over one with water under it! Joy! Though the bridges are beautiful to look at - I STILL HATE THEM!

The tour of the gantry's which is where the proton treatments are is like walking into a spaceship. It's bizarre. I will have to post photos soon so you all can see how crazy it is. Below is a photo from our balony at night, the blue is the bridge I hate LOL.